Eclipse

Wow, it's been a long time since I posted...I'm truly sorry for that. Things have been crazy busy with the Eagle's concerts and my new duties there. More on that in a later post. And I promise to catch up!!! ;-)
Today I went to see Eclipse. A very good movie and I dare say better than the second one for sure!
Again, I find myself relating to the situation that Jacob has found himself in. It was really hard for me to sit and watch how badly Jacob was bring treated. Hard because I could totally relate to how he was feeling and how he was being treated. I would sit there and think - "dude you're just a door mat for her" but then I would realize that I was watching a few scenes from my life!
Am I the only person that assigns thoughts, memories, smells, songs, etc. to my past relationships? I really hope I'm not! ;-(
You see, I have several songs that when they are played I turn them off. One or two fragrances that I just can't stand because of whom they remind me of. And now of course, all the Twilight movies fall into this category. I really hate that because I do love these movies.
Yet, I have been the Jacob in almost every relationship I have ever been in....BUT I finally have an ACE up my sleeve! There is no more second chances, no more wanting more, no more wondering "what if"! There is just NO MORE!
If you haven't heard yet - I'm getting ready to have an Eclipse of my own! In 26 days I will Eclipse myself from West Virginia. I am moving over 1,300 miles away to the great state of Texas!
You know I was really questioning myself these last few days. The feeling of nostalgia really weighed heavy on my heart. All of those feelings are gone! I was practically numb after watching Eclipse. I have to get out of here for a few years! I'm not saying that I won't be back - I just hope that all my "problems" aren't here when and if I do!
So...26 days and counting until I get the Eclipse that I need to set me free!!!